W0W..

Can't write in other xanga...it's fucked up.

But then again;; most things are in this life.

-Or is that just for me?..

Wow, I wrote in here two times...one month...shocking...

My mom hates me right now...

..The bus I go on must have been early today...I know I wasn't late...&& I missed it...came back inside..woke my mom up.. told her..then she just goes.."I hate our family its so fucking fucked up!" Thanks mother...

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iiN L0VE...♥

Yooo...

If you don't know...I have another xanga..


Everyone..forget about me && Richard...


Me && Stephen...Remember that


P3aC3 3z~1~
DestinyArielPham

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3V3RY0N3 H4V3 A G00D ..GR34T

CHRiiSTMAS!!!!

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**NEW** ..:*:Mah Poemz:*:.. <<--Added**August 31, 2005

!!Dont take mah shit..witout asking bitchez..!!

Tell me if you like da picz....

Nd da Poemz now..

I Love You All...

Ti Amo..RichardJohnMcDonnell..


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Destiny::Ariel::Pham

Ugh..
   Mah ma nd Mike ((step-dad))...are fighting...nd Mike tryed 2 drag me in it.. talkin bout im hiz daughter blah blah blah i waz ready 2 say im not hiz daughter..which im not...but i didnt wanna start up more shit...so i jus walk away nd..mah ma tried 2 give me a hug ..but i ducked so Mike goez.."SEE she hatez you I TOLD YOU!" ...ugh I hate when ppl put wordz in mah mouth..unless itz certain ppl den i dont mind...but yeah i waz gonna walk outa mah house..but mah ma blocked da damn door...so i walked up stairz nd jus went in da bathroom nd locked da door nd turned da radio on...i tried callin mah sis..but she didnt pick up...after a lil..i opened da door a lil 2 see if dey werent ther..ther were in ther room arguein more of course..so i went in mah room 4 once..nd jus sat in da closet..((itz really messy so i jus hid under everythin..nd dey wouldnt expect it...mah ma waz lookin 4 me everywhere...but i didnt wanna say nuttin i jus had mah cell on silent..i told dem i  had it off tho when dey asked me..but Mike went out speeding around da neighborhood...lookin 4 me nd i eventually came out nd talked 2 mah ma...nd he came back wit a cop..ugh..nd now mah ma thinkz ther gonna call child servicez or care whatever..you know what i mean because he had to come in and "check on me and see if i was really there.." nd he waz askin me diz shit..nd Mike waz drunk..drivin..im surprized he didnt get a damn DUI or wateva...but yeah i hate everything right now...i really need Richard right bout now..i waz thinkin bout callin but i dont wanna wake him up...i could really use some1 2 talk 2..::sigh::

diz all iz 2 hectic 4 me...

Mike asked me 2 shave hiz head 4 some reason..???

-mah ma said if i waz really gone ...she wouldnt want 2 live nemore...ugh...i hate everything sooo much...

I Love You All...so much..

¢¾{Richard John McDonnell}¢¾

Peace ez ~1~


Destiny::Ariel::Pham..




Please cheer me up again...last time waznt to satisfying..